So I guess i liked him.
and i write a lot about him.
but its pointless, i mean really ITS HIGH SCHOOL.
In a year i will probably be at stanford or harvard or yale,
and he will still be here.
But without him ,
I feel so empty,
BUT I HAVE EVERYTHING,
i am so clingy,
i just need to put on my big girl pants and suck it up.
I guess thats what guys like right?
Girls that arent fake.
I mean who wants someone who is fake.
Not me for one.
I guess we are just not meant to be.
He is gorgeous.
I am cute.
But get attached i got so attached to the idea of me and him.
and its not reality.
But its okay there are like a million guys out there,
and one is the right one for me.
I mean i am 17.
I still have a while to find the perfect guy.