so i haven't found out if i made varsity cheer yet.
so i guess i can keep writing till i find out.
but cheer, waiting to get asked to prom, and a boy have my head spinning
i will find out if i made cheer soon so i wont have to wait that long for that,
just till tuesday,
but it feels like forever.
Prom if i don't get asked,
there is always next year so i guess its okay.
But THE BOY i guess i just don't know how to solve that one.
I wonder how often he thinks of me?
I wonder if he walks past my house and hopes he sees me?
I wonder if he wonders if i think of him?
I wonder if he thinks i am pretty?
See prom and cheer i will know what is going to happen eventually.
But with him, i may NEVER know what goes on inside his head.
and thats going to kill me.
Because even if i asked he probably wouldnt tell me.
and i just want to understand him.
i want this hurt to stop.
I WANT HIM.