The most painful thing for me is to end friendships.
and me and him is no exception.
we were so close.
he could ask me the MOST awkward questions and make them seem normal.
i miss it but i don't think that it is possible to salvage any friendship now.
its unbearable for me.
I want to fix things.
I want to be able to call him and know that he'll answer the phone or call me back the second he gets my call.
I will never stop loving him.
he is like my brother.
we are so much alike.
and so different at the same time.
There is no easy fix for this and there is definitely no easy break.
therefore this is a lose/lose situation.
and DUMPi just with that things were normal.