I am NOT okay. By any means of the word. I hate getting hurt. Wearing your heart on your sleeve isn't always the way to do things. I wore my heart on my sleeve and was lied to and let down. Why do guys like ugly girls?
I haven't written in awhile. But I have a very good reason. You see. Lately everything in my life has been moving so so slow. It is quite annoying. My 4,000 word essay isn't getting anywhere. The boy I like is taking years to ask me out. May 27th (Graduation) feels like years away. My Acceptance letters from schools seem to have gotten lost in the mail.
But really I am happy. I just wish everything would stop taking its time. Except for deadlines. Those can come slower.
Eighteen Reasons Why I am Glad I'm me: 1. I know what I want out of life. 2. I know how I am getting there 3. I have determination. 4. I don't quit. 5. I know how to talk to people. 6. I can cloak how I feel. 7. I can be tossed around peoples lives and still turn out okay. 8. I keep on going. 9. I have the desire to push myself. 10. I am not Suicidal. 11. I am not messed up in the head. 12. I am skinny. 13. I am Bolivian. 14. I have curly hair. 15. I can talk in random voices. 16. I know how to make people laugh. 17. I can make shy people outgoing. 18. I can be crazy and people still like me.
It doesn't matter where you are. Love is an unbreakable bond. Especially the love most families have. I'm not saying all families have this. I mean mine is far from perfect. But I know that no matter how far away we even if it is across the ocean from Bolivia to the USA, they love me. I mean thats what love is. This picture is with someone I love very much: My Cousin and very best friend Nico. I know that it is hard being away from my best friend but love isn't perfect and neither is my situation. I'm learning that being imperfect is okay as long as you are trying to be better? I am trying to learn to love perfectly. Because I want someone to love me perfectly. I want to find someone to love. And I'm pretty sure you do to!
There is so much evil in this world. I say this because I watched the most moving/horrifying movie yesterday. It is called the cove. You can learn more about it here: http://www.thecovemovie.com/ Anyhow this movie is about the slaughter of Dolphins in Taiji, Japan. I personally do not understand how anyone could harm, let alone slaughter 23,000 dolphins a year. Dolphins are such beautiful creatures who are intelligent just like humans. Please spread the awareness about this. What is going on is not okay and needs to be stopped. Join the Cause I have!
I Love <3 <3 <3 Cumbia Villeras! These are the lyrics to my favorite Cumbia!
La Cumbia.....la traigo yo!
Por que te quiero, me desespero No estas conmigo y a dios le ruego Que el sufrimiento, que llevo dentro no sea eterno De amor yo muero.
Decirte que...sin tu amor mi mundo esta perdido Decirte que tu mi amor....te robas mis suspiros Ya no aguanto mas este tormento que me acecha Que me hace sentir lo que es vivir sin tu presencia Vivo imaginando que estas siempre a mi lado No soporto mas quiero tenerte entre mis brazos
Decirte que...sin tu amor mi mundo esta perdido Decirte que...tu mi amor, te robas mis suspiros